aankhen nrishans yeh drishya dekh, mund jati; ghutati hain saansein ..."
Whenever I hear news about some bomb blast, terrorist attack or something, I don't know why; I feel like the same as these lines are trying to say ...insecure, terrified, feeling like somebody is just taking my soul away. I feel like somebody is crying somewhere, and that voice just passed through my heart leaving it dejected and full of grief. When I was a little younger, till then I used to think that people just kill other person for money or some revenge. But after these suicidal attack (.. so called Fidayeen), my thinking is changing a lot. How can a people kill himself just for anything .. anything. I can not call them crazy, because most of time they are more organized and more disciplined in executing their ideas. They are master mind to make us believe that we are nothing .. our lives are nothing .. whenever they want they can play like us like puppets and they have its chords.
After watching, feeling and thinking all this, usually many thought comes into our mind, like "I'll kill those bastards", "Government should do something", "Other are not doing, why me? It is everybody's responsibility to fight", "Ek baar saamne aa jaye to ..." etc etc, but truth is we all are cowards. No, not coward as we care for our life only, but we care about our family, our love ones. Many people are dependent on us. And that strength becomes our weakness.
I heard a case in Bangalore yesterday. In a company's bus which was full of 40-50 employees, four local guys entered in, and driver was beaten badly. Now the question is: why? Was that a small mistake made by driver that he denied them for something OR It was mistake of all the 40-50 viewers who was just watching the whole incident. If you go to those viewers and ask "Why did you not protest against that?" ... the simple answers will be .. "I'm a well educated & professional person. Why should I fight with/for small people?" or "It is police duty. They are the law. Not we" or "What If they hurt me?" or saying again "Other are not doing, why me? It is everybody's responsibility to fight". But nobody (may be including me) understands that If foundation of a building is not strong, then How they can expect that building will be secured. A chain is as strong as Its weakest link. Agar neta apni politics kar rahe hain, then who will secure our dear ones. Definitely we will. But if we victims are others, uhhh who cares.
Nothing to say more, need is only to think & act at the right time .
..... So many terror attacks, right to the heart. I feel very sorry and dejected.